Something that has really been bothering me lately is that i have nobody to talk to about my relationship. If something exciting happens or anything at all, I want to share it because it makes me happy. But I can’t. I’m not going to bring up my relationship if people don’t ask, because I don’t want to be that person who is just always talking about their significant other. So I end up not saying anything, which makes me sad because for the first time ever I have a relationship that actually means a lot to me and makes me happy and I have no one to tell that to. Today my friend asked, “How’s Sam?” and I was so excited and before I could even get anything out my friend changed the subject. The only time anyone will even ask anything is to find out if we’re still together. Like, maybe you’d know we were still dating if you ever cared enough to let me talk about it. It upsets me because if my friend is in a relationship, I genuinely care and want to hear everything they are comfortable with telling me. Like, I see this relationship makes you happy and I want you to be able to share that with someone. But is this ever returned to me? No. Nobody gives a shit, nobody asks. I’m definitely someone who prefers listening to other people, but once in a while I want to be like, hey I have something that makes me happy can I tell you about it? I don’t know, just gets me sometimes.