knowing that the first time I saw you, you were the most perfect looking human being I had ever seen. Just so sexy, and hot, and just everything I ever dreamed of and I could not believe you liked me.
And now you’re in a relationship…
I can’t believe I lost my chance with you.
We worked everything out.
We had a full conversation without yelling.
We were going to get back together.
And then my fucking alarm went off,
And all I wanted to do was go back to sleep and finish the amazing dream.
I hate dreaming about him, or us.
Because, I know that he’s a terrible human being,
But my subconscious mind obviously has no clue.
Fuck.