trying to pretend everything isn’t falling apart while simultaneously trying to put the pieces back together without making it obvious that everything is broken is one of the most confusing and heartbreaking things I’ve ever had to deal with
REAL LIFE DISNEY PRINCE TOM HIDDLESTON EXHIBIT
When I said I love you:
1. I said I loved you because I was 14 and my best friend was saying it to her boyfriend, and I thought I had to say it too.
2. I said I loved you because you said it, and I loved the way you said it but I didn’t love you.
3. I said I loved you because you were my best friend and I could tell you loved me, and you touched me like I was a fucking prize, until you didn’t anymore. And I realized I didn’t love you, I loved how you looked at me, until you didn’t anymore.
4. I said, “I think I love you” because you said that to me, even though neither of us gave a shit and we were both just trying to find anything in each other.
5. I say I love you because my heart feels full when you smile, and your hands mesmerize me and my whole body tingles when you say you love me back.
i had a dream that doofenshmirtz from phineas and ferb was like threatening me and he had this secret code where he basically would delete your tumblr and you had 5 minutes to figure out the code to undelete it or it was deleted forever and he did this TWICE and I was seriously like freaking the fuck out trying to save my tumblr
a. he is a creepy creeper and is crazy and stage 100 clinger
b. he really is that nice and is actually truly excited because he thinks I like him back?
(I’m trying to be positive and think it’s the latter, and that he won’t stalk my life but previous experience tells me it is the former)
I imagine them talking in a monotone unenthusiastic voice.
Like a business transaction through texts…
The booty shake, and the booty shake original.
I dedicate this picture to my ass and the bags under my eyes from not sleeping.
that I need to give up some/all of the activities I take part in at school, so I can have more time to focus on graduating. I know some people will be mad at me, but I’m going to have more and more trouble putting my all into these things, and I don’t feel it’s fair to do something and not put your all into it. Too many difficult decisions, and I don’t know what to do. Blah.
I have no fucking clue. This sucks.
First class at 10:50! I’m a little over excited but not at the same time! I haven’t picked out the ceremonious “first day outfit” because I suck at life! I don’t know what to wear! I don’t know how I’m going to get into the swing of things with this summer being so non productive! Nonetheless, I’m getting first day jitters (yes I used the word jitters) and my brain is kinda like gdjfkslkfdhgnslakifs and I kind of just want to be there already! fgbsjkldfgd
But I don’t care enough to think about it. Hopefully he doesn’t fuck me over again.